"Ma.. Mafia?..." This word was continuously roaming in my mind...

I stood up from my place crying, with all kinds of shattered emotions in my eyes, in my mind. His words had taken root in my mind at that moment... I was muttering in senselessness, "My mother was murdered?... Was she killed?... But... but why?... Did she do something wrong to anyone?... Did she have any enmity with anyone?"